Saturday, October 16, 2010

One Sock Suggestion

When their mother died, she was wearing two socks. Abigail processes this to mean that wearing two socks makes one's risk of a heart attack increase.

Perhaps Abigail wants Malorie to remove one of her socks before entering, but it's cold and she refuses. This begins the fight.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Developing from the 12th of October

Developing Abigail:
In order to not run out of things to do, she finds the longest way possible to do things:
- Filling the water pitcher up on glass at a time
- Washing the dishes in the bath tub, or washing, rinsing, drying and putting away each dish
- Ironing EVERYTHING: sheets, towels, napkins, underwear
- Organizing things by color, then by name, then by size
- Washing each piece of food (grapes, baby carrots, etc.)

Developing the scene:
The sister have one meal together every day or every week.
When Malorie "cooks," she typically just brings take out.
When Abigail "cooks," she typically makes finger food (PB&J sandwiches in various cookie-cutter-ed shapes, marshmallow kabobs, food that fits on tooth picks)
A confrontation occurs one night. Abigail is wearing a mad hatter costume.
"You've lost your muchness."
"Excuse me?"
"You've lost your muchness. ... You don't even remember..."

Temptation of Adam

Here is the link to that song I was telling you about earlier today, Shawna. I chose this clip in particular because of Ritter's explanation before the song begins. I think that explanation is key to us.

Notes from Today's Rehearsal (10/12)

- house. Cold. 2 sisters.

- memories, but times have changed.

- Malorie (French for bad luck) – outside sister.

- Abigail – shut-in

- Mollie (mother)

- Abigail plays house. Continues about menial daily tasks but in a childish way – plays games.

- Abigail – she must stay there. Malorie helps sustain her sister.

- “temptation of Adam”

- event happens (everyone knows what they did on that day) – Abigail runs out, gets a bunch of food/supplies, holes up in house.

- coincides with personal event. (Hurricane Katrina – keeps moving up floors).

- Malorie and Mother – good mother, something went wrong, became bad mother (Abigail to young to remember anything but the good).

Malorie:

Abigail was always’s Mom’s favorite. I think everyone knew except Abigail. I think its because Abigail only saw the best in people, same as my Mother. They only saw the best in themselves, too. My mother saw herself as a strong single parent, as a warrior, protector, provider. She was Rosie the Riveter and Martha Stewart and Elizabeth Taylor, all balled into one. She tactfully ignored her growing mound of bills and debt and dirty dishes.

When I was younger I only saw the best in her as well. But as I got older I started noticing the bills and debt and dirty dishes. I couldn’t believe in her fairy tale anymore. So I think she couldn’t believe in me. I moved out to go to college, and I never moved back. When I was on my own, I started sending money back to her and my sister. I loved and hated myself for doing it. I loved being able to keep the fairy tale together for my mom, to keep the bills, debt, and dirty dishes at bay. I hated that I was allowing her to live in someplace far away from reality.

Abigail grew up to be just like her. As more time wore on, my mother left our house less and less. She grew to prefer her imagined world to the real one. She kept herself busy with menial tasks all day, to give the appearance of normality. To give the appearance of togetherness. She sent Abigail out to do anything and everything that would require passing our front gate.

What if she finishes all her chores??? Will she know when its done?

Saturday, October 9, 2010

A House; a Home - Music

I Want to Hold your Hand - Glee Cast:

Oh, please, say to me

You'll let me be your man

and please, say to me

You'll let me hold your hand


Today Has Been Okay - Emiliana Torrini:

Friends tell me it's spring

My window show the same

Without you here the seasons pass me by

I know you were not new

That loved like me and you

All the same I miss you

Today has been ok


The Chain - Ingrid Michaelson

The sky looks pissed

The wind talks back

My bones are shifting in my skin

And you my love are gone

My room seems wrong

The bed won't fit

I cannot seem to operate

And you my love are gone

So glide away on soapy heels

And promise not to promise anymore

And if you come around again

Then I will take, then I will take the chain from off the door

I'll never say I'll never love

But I don't say a lot of things

And you my love are gone


A House is Not a Home - Glee Cast:

A chair is still a chair

Even when there's no one sitting there.

But a chair is not a house

And a house is not a home

When there's no one there to hold you tight

And no one there you can kiss goodnight.


And Then You - Greg Laswell:

How my days they spin me 'round
And how today it sets me down
And how my days they spin me 'round
And how today it sets me down
Along side you

A House; a Home - Images





“You look like mom.”

My sister calls me everyday. “Hey! How are you?” “Is everything okay?” “Are you doing alright?” “How’s life?””what are you up to today?” A million ways of saying “I’m worried about you...” I don’t understand it. She is the one who left. She is the one who walked away. She is the one who left me here. Did she think I had a choice? Did she think I could leave this house? Our home. The walls are filled with memories; laughter is in the staircase; tears are in the paintings. And our mother... She is in the safe, warm attic.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

"Did you know...

"Did you know you're my absolute favorite person to talk to? Yup, its true. I like you more than anyone else. Combined. I think its because you talk like someone in a movie - you always know just what to say. So...I guess that makes you talk like a screenwriter...but you know what I mean.

"Your words are just so pretty. Too pretty, you make me want to cry. And you organize everything! You are so fantastic. Do you know that? I don't feel anxious. You turn the stove off. You turn the iron off. You turn the kettle on. For tea. I like that better than coffee. I like you better than tea.

"You don't mind that I have to wear the same sweater every day. You know I have to. You know I wash it! It doesn't bother you. Does anything bother you? Will I someday? If I do, I'll just have to...do something drastic...and permanent.

"I hope I never bother you."

Work from Rehearsal 10/5

"Why are you so cold?"
"I can't keep waiting like this."
"I'm here."
"You look like Mom."

I have to check up on her. She's a full grown woman who needs a babysitter. No, not a babysitter - a mother. I needed one too, and I turned out just fine. I turned out just fine.

She lives on the top floor of our childhood home (we rent out the 2 floors below now, but we didn't always). Now, all that's left is a cold attic. A kitchenette, a bathroom, a bedroom - each colder than the last.

She won't leave. I think she's worried that if she leaves now, she'll come back and we'll have rented out that floor, too. She keeps getting pushed up stairs. She'd probably move to the roof.

Friday, October 1, 2010

Rehearsal Agenda 9/28

8:30-10:00pm

- Check In’s.

- Stretches/rolling down the spine.

- Mill & Seethe – Magnet focus.

- Structured Improvisation (given specific characterization and circumstances, create roles).

- Overview of last rehearsal – Fill Jeamir in on last week’s work.

- Rework “Dress Sock”. Read story, let actors go off and work on their own performance piece.

- Liz Lerman movement exercise (1,2,3)

- Kyle’s exercise (from last Friday’s class)

o Discussion of themes that have been threaded throughout the evening.

- Set Goals for next rehearsal

- Check out.

House-cleaning

A couple of things that I haven't posted but should have earlier: below is the final rehearsal schedule, broken up by phases. I will also include last rehearsal's agenda.

Phase I: Setting Dynamics – we will use this phase to begin experimenting with forms of performance and setting individual dynamics between actors/movers. We will also use this time to get to know one another, how we work, and what we like to do onstage.

9/23 - 7-10

9/25 - 1-4

9/28 - 7:30-9:30

10/2 - 1-4

10/5 – 7.30-10

Phase II: Formation of an Arcthis phase will be dedicated to taking our pre-existing improvisational work and finding a story to portray for the final performance. We will be recounting our past work and looking for common motifs throughout – what did we keep coming back to, to work with? October 12th’s rehearsal will mark our major discussion about where our story will go.

10/12 – 1:30-4

10/16 - 1-4

10/20 – 6-9

10/23 - 1-4

10/27 - 6-10

10/30 - 1-3

Phase III: Edits and Explorationswith a set story, we will now go back into our phase I and II work and re-pull out motifs we first recognized – are they still present in the piece? Do we want them to be? This will be the phase in which we finally settle into a final piece, but take this time to add in final important details and changes.

11/1 – 6-8:30

11/3 - 6-10

11/6 - 1-4

11/8 - 4-6

11/10 - 5-7

11/13 - 1-5

11/15 - 5:30-9

Phase IV: Polishing the Pieceduring this final phase we will be tweaking our existing piece/script/choreography. We may further clarify character behavior and transitions as well. Actors/movers: take this as an opportunity to add depth to your existing character – use this time as further exploration.

11/17 - 4-10

11/20 - 12-4

11/21 - 6-8

11/29 - 6-10

11/30 - 7:30-10

12/1 - 4-10

12/4 - 2-6

12/5 - 12:30-6:30

12/6 - 7-11 12/7 - 6:30-11 (Tech)

12/8 - 6:30-11 (Tech)

12/9 - 6:30-11 (Tech)

12/10 - 6-10 (Performance)

12/11 - 6/10 (Performance)

Directorial Approach: I am a director that truly likes to work collaboratively – as long as the word “collaboration” is defined by the entire production team before the process begins. I say this because, oftentimes, theater makers consider and use the word “collaborate” meaning different things, which in turn, creates problems down the road when someone’s idea is vetoed. When I use “collaborate”, I mean to say “creating a space where everyone’s ideas are given and considered, with final decisions (all of which are made in service to the performance piece) being made by a individual (in this case, me, the director).”

I want my performers to be able to take ownership over the process and the product, to feel like their individual talents are heard and represented, but that the piece is still focused by a bottleneck effect. Therefore, my directing style weighs heavily both on improvisation and conversation. I also like to pull in personal experience into my rehearsal process – I feel like being able to find a comparison between real life and the art we are creating strengthens its meaning.